Sampai dimana level iman saya?

Tulisan, atau renungan pagi ini ditulis untuk mengingatkan diri sendiri pada khususnya. 

Sebuah pertanyaan, dari seseorang yang berbicara melalui telefon pagi ini. 

"Bagaimana persiapan menikahnya?"

"Alhamdulillaah.." Jawab saya. 

"Terus belajar menyiapkan mental dan juga spiritual" tambah saya menjawab seorang ditelefon tersebut. 

"Memang itu yang gampang-gampang sulit, tapi yang terpenting dari segala persiapan asesoris sebelum menikah" ujarnya. 

Nasihat singkat di pagi ini menjadi renungan tersendiri untuk saya. 

Teringat beberapa orang yang menceritakan berbagai prahara rumah tangganya.

Entah apa yang membuat saya dengan mudahnya mengingat seluruh kisah itu kembali.
Namun insyaaAllah, ini akan menjadi pelajaran spesial untuk bekal masa depan :)

Saya teringat akan kisah rumah tangga yang diceritakan dengan berbagai sudut pandang. 

Ada yang masalahnya cukup pelik. Tapi sang pencerita menceritakan dari sudut pandang penuh syukur dan tanggung jawab. 

Ada pula yang sebenarnya menceritakan hal yang tidak dapat disebut sebagai masalah. Tapi gaya si pencerita yang bercerita membuatnya seolah menjadi suatu masalah yang gawat dan paling berat. 

Lalu dimana sudut pandang saya sebagai pendengar?

Sempat terbawa ke dalam 2 situasi tersebut. Hingga akhirnya saya teringat kata-kata seorang rekan. Untuk dapat melihat suatu permasalahan dari luar kotak. 

Sehingga sudut pandang yang kita miliki menjadi netral. 

Ini pembelajaran yang dapat saya ambil. Dengan segala keterbatasan  saya memandang segala sesuatu tentunya.

Selama kita masih diijinkan untuk berkarya, untuk hidup..dan ingin menjadi pribadi yang tumbuh. Jangan berharap untuk hidup di negeri impian. Alias kehidupan yang selalu" berbunga-bunga" setiap harinya. 

Akan banyak sekali kejadian yang membuat "Down". Dan akan terus seperti itu, selama kita menganggap kejadian itu adalah hal yang buruk, diiringi dengan keluhan disetiap langkah. 

"Bersyukurlah, maka nikmatmu akan bertambah"

Pernah dengar? 

Ada suatu quote juga yang pernah saya baca mengenai, permasalahan dalam kehidupan. Di area rumah tangga, karir, pendidikan, dll. Yang sebenarnya inti permasalahan-permasalahan tersebut adalah : iman. 

Rasa syukur dan iman memiliki hubungan yang sangat erat. 

Ketika mensyukuri suatu hal menjadi sesuatu yang sangat sulit, saatnya diri ini bertanya:

Sampai dimana level iman saya?

أَسْتَغفِرُاللهَ الْعَظيِمْ Astaghfirullahal'adzim..

Sebuah renungan yang menjadi pembelajaran untuk diri saya sendiri. 

Semoga bermanfaat. 

Allahu a'lam bishowwaab. 

Al-ummu madrasatul ula

“Al-ummu madrasatul ula, idza a’dadtaha a’dadta sya’ban thayyibal aaraq"

Ibu adalah sekolah utama, bila engkau mempersiapkannya, maka engkau telah mempersiapkan generasi terbaik.

What crosses your mind when you read the quote above?

To me, those statement above, has stated very clearly of women's role in islam.

Sederhana, dan mulia. 

Pernyataan sederhana tersebut jelas menggambarkan bagaimana islam memuliakan wanita.

Dalam islam, tidak disebutkan bahwa generasi terbaik akan hadir apabila wanita-wanita dalam islam menjadi wanita karir dan berpenghasilan tinggi. Melainkan wanita-wanita yang mempersiapkan diri untuk membesarkan generasi terbaik.

Dear sisters, I was once thought that with the knowledge that my parents have invested for me since I was little, I need to be a career woman.

"ya iyalah, nyokap bokap gue udah sekolahin gue tinggi-tinggi masa abis nikah cuman di rumah aja ngurusin anak sama suami, rugi dong.."

It was my point of view before I wore my hijab, around 1.5 years ago.

Sad fact, but I am happy and really, I didn't wish I was perfect. Perfectness will not make me learn, and thirst to seek for the beautiful knowledge of Allah. Alhamdulillaah ala kulli haal.

As the time goes by, I realise, the life is never be long, and no matter how successful a woman / man is, when she/he dies, here is the hadith that will remind us about the greatness to raise shalih/shalihah children.

Rasulullah Shalallahu ‘Alaihi Wasallam bersabda : “Jika mati seorang manusia, maka putuslah amalnya kecuali 3 perkara :

1. Shadaqah Jariyah
2. Ilmu yang bermanfaat
3. Anak sholeh yang mendoakan kedua orang tuanya”.

May Allah make us easy to complete half of our deen for those who haven't, and become parents who raise shalih/shalihah children for the love of Allah.

BarakAllahu feekum!

Love you for the sake of Allah,
LpW

Gerakan Indonesia Menulis Al-Qur'an (ImanQu)

There is opportunity for any of you who wants to take a part in ImanQu (Indonesia menulis Quran). 

Sebuah gerakan sederhana yang bertujuan untuk mengajak masing-masing hati dan diri ini untuk mau kembali berinteraksi dengan Al-Qur'an. Yang merupakan panduan hidup bagi orang yang beriman. 

Bahasa keren anak jaman sekarang "SOP hidup lo, bro, sis!".

Acara ini Free entry! 28 February 2014 @ Istora Senayan ~ Islamic Book Fair. Peserta diharapkan berkumpul setelah solat Jumat (pukul 13.00).

Khatam menulis Quran dalam waktu 10 - 15 menit, yang akan dilakukan secara serempak oleh 1230 orang peserta. 

Let me know if you're interested or further question by simply mention me on @LPutri or comment on this post. 

Serangkaian kata dibawah ini merupakan renungan untuk diri saya pribadi. Ijinkan saya mengajak masing-masing dari teman-teman yang membaca tulisan ini untuk mau 'berhenti' sejenak dan mensyukuri anugerah mulai dari membuka mata pagi ini hingga saat membaca serangkaian tulisan saya selanjutnya..

Dari jaman masih sekolah, S1, S2 bahkan S3, menulis ujian apapun sudah lulus dan mengantarkanku ke kemuliaan dunia dan posisiku saat ini, bagaimana dengan menuliskan kalimat agungNya?

Kalimat yang tidak ada keraguan di dalamnya... 

"This is the book; in it is guidance sure, without doubt, to those who fear اَللهُ. " (QS 2:2)

BarakAllah!

LPW

He know the unknown

I'm so touched...

Suddenly a good friend of mine who is a non muslim, deliberately contacted me thru my Facebook. 

He says: "I'm really proud to know that u are getting really mature especially to the faith you have to your God (imaan)"

The moment I finished reading his message. I took a deep breath. Tried holding my tears. 

Never expected someone like him would pay so much attention in that kind of thing. 

I feel tremendously thankful الْحَمْدُ للهِ رَبّ الْعَالمِين 

For all the hidayah from اَللهُ. 

Which clearly the Quran says, اَللهُ really choose the servants who will be granted with hidayah. (QS 18:17)

I would say this hijrah journey never be so easy. But اَللهُ have made everything so easy. 

So whoever and wherever you are who have been thinking of getting closer to اَللهُ and keep postponing it. Keep on moving. Make dua always. Don't stop my brothers and sisters. Please. This time, do listen to the inner voice of u, that maybe, you have neglected for so long. 

He never sleep as u know. Be thankful that u have the intention to get closer to Him. The journey in front of you might seem difficult by logic. 

But I remind myself too at the moment; that loving Allaah the entirely Merciful, with imaan is easy and really is beyond the logic. He make the impossible become possible. 

Difficulties and easiness are all judged by us humans. But to Allaah, nothing is difficult really. :)

I am more than happy to be your partner in this journey. For the ultimate goal : to get the ridho of Allaah. 

May His love and guidance are always accompanying your step. :)

Wassalamu'aleykum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

Love,

LPW

"My unknown future is in the hands of the all-knowing : Allaah"

Kesederhanaan Cinta

Cinta itu selalu bersama

Cinta itu berbicara

Cinta itu sedikit memaksa

Cinta itu tak terpisahkan 

Cinta itu dilarang cemburu

Cinta itu mengenal

Cinta itu paham

Cinta itu ...

Sampai dimana pemahaman kamu tentang sebuah kata bernama : cinta. 

Kata sederhana yang sudah seharusnya dihargai bukan disalahkan seperti yang kerap diperdengarkan. 

"Gara-gara cinta...gue jadi..."

Karena cinta pulalah rangkaian kata inipun tersusun menjadi sebuah cerita. 

Untuk sebuah visi,

Mengalir dengan keyakinan & kerendahan hati

Saat ini..

Cinta itu akan ada waktunya bersama

Cinta itu diam dalam do'a

Cinta itu berserah dan melangkah

Cinta itu akan bertemu dan dipisahkan

Cinta itu cemburu

Cinta itu tak mengenal

Cinta itu tanpa paham

Saya menyebutnya transisi cinta. 

Mungkin kamu ingat. 

Salah satu do'amu adalah ingin menjadi manusia yang lebih baik dan bermanfaat. 

Nah, dalam perjalanannya terkadang diperlukan masa transisi yang mungkin lambat ataupun cepat. 

Betapa indahnya memiliki rasa percaya. 

Kali ini dapat dikatakan, indahnya melebihi kata. 

Betapa tidak, rasa percaya disini adalah, percaya pada Sang Maha Cinta. 

Ya Waduud. 

Hingga mengerti bahwa perjalanan dengan seorang makhluk yang dicinta akan ada waktunya bersama. 

Bukan selalu, bukan pula terkadang, ataupun jarang. 

Cinta itu diam dalam do'a.

Tak perlu banyak memberi puja, apalagi ungkapan mesra. 

Cukup, sebaik-baik kata adalah diam pada manusia. 

Dan berkata dalam do'a. 

Ada Sang Maha Pemurah yang siap "berkata" pada dia yang kau cinta. 

Dengan syarat tentunya..

Terus tingkatkan ibadah dan istiqomah. 

Bukan mencari ridho manusia. Tetapi mencari ridho Allah. 

Memantaskan diri tak cukup hanya sehari. 

Terkadang perlu berhari-hari. 

مَا شَاءَ اللّهُ indah ya? 

Semuanya untuk Allah semata. 

Sangat mudah bagi Allah mempersatukan dua insan yang saling mencinta karenaNya. 

Semudah nantinya dua insan itupun akan dipisahkan olehNya. 

Ingatkan diriku, dan juga dirimu. 

Bahwa visi kita bersama sampai ke surga. 

Sudahkah bekal kita cukup untuk bertemu disana?

Bersatunya kita nanti untuk beribadah tentu. 

Jadi jangan kau lupa, Allah itu Maha Pencemburu. 

Maka Jangan terlalu terlena dengan duniamu. 

Siapa sangka. 

Engkau ternyata dicipta untukku. 

Mungkin arti kita bertemu. 

Untuk mengenal makna syukur & 'tawadhu'.

Di dunia, semua bersifat semu. 

Maka terus dekati dan kenali Rabbmu. 

Berlogika seringnya penuh fikir. 

Tapi tidak begitu dengan takdir

. 

Lagi-lagi kenali Rabbmu, cintai syariat. 

Cinta itu sederhana jika engkau taat. 

Memahami kamu, juga aku

Awali dengan do'a selalu.. 

بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمَنِ الرَّحِيْمِ 

By : LPW

13 rabi al-awwal 1435 / 15-01-2014

Muhasabahku

I know this theory really well :

"Ketika orangtua meninggal dunia, salah satu yg tidak akan terputus kebaikannya adalah amalan seorang anak salih(ah).."

Melihat seorang anak yang lahir dari orangtua yang mualaf mengerjakan segala bentuk kebaikan di hari ini (dari mulai meminta diajari membaca hadits berbahasa Indonesia, berwudhu, solat..), bahkan ketika usianya sekarang baru 6 tahun saja, seperti suatu pesan yang datang dipenghujung tahun . 

Pastinya pesan yang bukan suatu kebetulan. 

Pesan Allah untuk mengulasbalik kembali setiap ibadah dan langkah semenjakku terlahir di dunia. 

Sudah taatkah?

Sudah bermanfaatkah setiap nafas yang diberikan اَللهُ ?

Sudah bermanfaatkah langkah kaki ini setiap harinya?

أَسْتَغفِرُاللهَ الْعَظيِمْ ...

LPW

Ya Wadud, I am ready.

Alhamdulillahirabbil'alamin..
Allahuakbar..
SubhanAllah..
Laillahaillalah..

Ya Malik, the most perfect planner through lifetime.
the more I am thankful..
The more I feel so in love with the life you have granted me with,

You have designed everything in my life so perfectly.
Protecting my love, a pure one for You and the man that deserves it..

Thank You for keeping this imaan and this love so special in your path.
in shaa Allah, the faith that I have will take me into a higher level to love You.

I am ready..
Ready to always be in love with You.
And ready to keep this love that I have, till the day I am allowed to express it in your perfect scenario called: marriage...

little things make a big difference

Assalamu’alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh.

May peace be upon you all…

I currently finished reading an interesting book


Little things make a big difference by Laurin Sydney

This book does really ring a bell to me.
On how, I sometimes forget and often, underestimate the power of little, simple things in life.

One page of the book that I found I really like it a lot is about:

Complimentary Compliments (from page 18)

“…The power of a genuine compliment is immense. I know that your mom taught you to find the good in everything…. so when you do find it, speak up! It’s free, and the impact can be miraculous.”

I remember, few days ago, a stranger gave me compliment inside the elevator.

She says: “you look so beautiful with your hijab, I think hijab suits you a lot”

And I was so surprised listening to her, knowing that she starred at me since the first second I walked into the elevator.

So thanked her before she got off at the basement.

Those seconds of moment really did change my energy.

Laurin said “miraculous”…maybe that describes the word.

According to some Indonesian friends I have, here in Indonesia, we weren’t really educated to compliment people, unlike the western culture.

But hey, since you have read my writing, wouldn’t you practice a new, inspiring habit which impact can be miraculous to others?

I would… ☺



Wassalamu’alaikum,
LpW

travel to learn | learn to travel

Key learnings of the day :

1. Be open to new ideas.
Listen thoroughly then make comments. Not the other way around.

2. Love doesn't ask why, baby.
If someone gives you love, accept it be grateful. You don't need to question everything in this life.

3. Parents love their children and more likely will do anything----a n y t h i n g---- to make them happy. why so difficult to please them by simply listening instead of being so self centered and act "I'll only do things that I like".


❤let's make the earth happier, by throwing the litter into the bin :)

wassalamualaikum,
LpW

blessings in disguise

Just like these cactuses, 3 different shapes and they are there next to each other.

In real life, Allah could give many "shapes" of bad or unfavorable times in the journey of meeting the right one -- but when you put the whole trust on Him, it's never be too hard for Him to let you meet your other half with the unimaginable "shapes" and be next to each other till the destined time. Or we might know it as..."forever".

❤
LpW

a sexy analyzer

here are my thoughts.

I think I better share them with you, since it might be valuable. Better than I sleep on them and they get lost in my dream.

So this early morning, I decided to be an analyzer. A sexy analyzer that is. 😍 :p

Some questions that I keep on asking to myself, and might be good if you ask this to yourself too..
Perhaps 😎

1. Why do I want to get married ?

2. Why do I decide to do ta'aruf instead of being in a common relationship ?

3. Why is getting married becoming important to me right now?

4. When I said I wanna get married, have I already had the right beings? Especially to my Creator and my parents..
*rings a bell? Yes! Correct it is the Be-Do-Have magic formula*

5. When I decided to do ta'aruf let say..do I know the consequences? Do I really have a clear intention in doing this? Or do I just do it---for fun?

6. When I'm not ready to leave the common relationship and choose taaruf instead, do I know what am I trying to contribute to other people?

7. When I said I'm confuse with what to decide, do I realize what sort of game I'm playing at that time and again does it has something to do with other people?


Ok now really is time to sleep.
And for those of you who are doing a beautiful process called taaruf.
Be 100% on the journey!

Don't take a golden chance for granted. Cause next ones might only be silver or bronze? Who knows..

Alhamdulillah thank you Allah..

Because of You, I put aside my ego and decided to be committed as well as forgiving at the same time.


Wassalamualaikum,
Bisous...

LpW


ps. wake me up for qiyamul lail, would ya ❤

an extraordinaire kind of love.

my 2 cents.

It's very easy to find a guy who's in love with a girl and become so deeply in love that although he isn't a superman, he would do anything to impress that girl.

However...

I wouldn't say it ain't easy to find a guy who's in love with a girl, and he's even much more in love with his Creator.
*I call him Allah. You can call it God, or you name it.*

And I personally would be impressed by this kind of guy.

I didn't say this kind of guy didn't exist anymore, it's just that, they are not many.

this is my morning dua, for myself and for the ladies out there who read my writing.

May Allah grants us a guy, an imam who loves Allah more than us, and eventually he loves us because of Allah.

Amin Ya Rahmaan.

I am surrounded by such a huge love in my life, and I know it's because of You, Ya Fattaah.
❤❤❤❤❤



*i originally wrote this on Path*

I am home again!

It feels like I haven't written on this blog for ages..

I did tweet regularly, however, stop writing on my own free space a.k.a blog really is something I miss the most.

Thank to one of my P.I.C Septia Redisa, who writes her blog more constantly than I do your writings have successfully given me those silent-kickin' effect into myself and I really did move my lazy butt to finally sit still and do 'stop-feel-write'.

greeeeat to be "home" again. : )

What it means is simply to be able to move my lazy B and to write again, together with my mind, my soul *try to hold myself not to dance* and expressing what I want to express freelyyyyy without worrying to be judged, liked or hated.

Hello you! hope this new post of mine finds you well.

A great health, wealth, happiness and surely love for each and everyone of you who finds this post.

A lil re-cap about what happened since my last post.

1. I found great new friends and we become like sisters now.
hello @dienadiedy @windyariestanty @c_marielle, @evydursmith, @septiaredisa, @siskaMOchika, @keishasellang...

2. I met a nice guy, we dated for months and we became friends again..*boo* nah! the sorrow momento is already ended last season! :p I forgive you and I choose to be happy :) wishing u all the very best!

3. I am now a translator, just like what I've always dreamt of. Translated verbally and non verbally (incl. research too! - how exciting)


4. .......and so much things going on...

5. I am also teaching kids English every Sunday. and this is like another dream that come true..I basically love playing with the kids and learning as well. before I open up my free schools (one day soon -amen) this is my way to make little things happen before the HUGE ones!

6. I'm now a hijabi (since ramadhan 2012). alhamdulilllah!


7. Not the last one, but I just want you to know that I am currently in love. so much in love..with L(ife)! :)


xoxo
bisous!
LpW


dream big everyone - and of course act bigger!

thank you my dear @sindhukaton for this lovely birthday photo collage. mwa!

A long yet meaningful day

3 minutes after the 2nd of May 2011.

Then I decided to write.

I met this man accidentally (I think he's in his 40's) we had a quick yet hard-to-forget conversation.

Before I said "till I meet you again, Sir" he said this to me..

"make sure you continue your meditation, be focused and do pray to Him at nights"

Golly! It's pretty creepy to me.

Where did he get those ideas?

Only him and God know, I suppose.

But thank you, Sir.
That was a short, clear yet very momentous statement you gave me.


Be grateful, and..
Put love in everything you do!

LpW

Esensi dibalik kekurangan lidah buaya

This morning. In the kitchen.

“Mah, lidah buaya itu baunya kaya' ketek banget ya! Yuck..” keluh saya sambil membuka plastik putih berisikan lidah buaya yang baru keluar dari kulkas.

“Tapi ya Mah, nggak peduli sebau apapun si lidah buaya, manfaatnya bagus buat rambut dan kulit, yah..bau ketek nggak papa deh, rela..” kata saya.

“Yah tahanin aja lah cuma bau ketek, kan nggak lama-lama juga kamu jadiin masker rambut dan muka, nggak sampe seharian kan..” kata mama.

Dari situ saya berfikir..

Lidah buaya.
Bau ketek.
Bauuuu banget.
Teksturnya seperti (excuse me) ingus.
Yuck..

Tapi manfaatnya luar biasa!
Banyak nggak ya orang yang melihat lidah buaya itu seperti yang saya lihat.
Memaklumi segala baunya, sampai rela memakainya di kulit kepala bahkan muka.
Kebayang kan se-intense apa hubungan saya sama bau keteknya..
Tapi Alhamdulillah, hasilnya positif banget.

Dasar saya!Mau tetep cantik, tapi juga nggak mau kantong saya “bolong”.

Kalau lidah buaya itu perumpamaan untuk seseorang. Say..seorang pria.

Apa cara pandang saya akan tetap sama?

Yah nggak usahlah bau ketek.
Please please please not that one... No offense, tapi saya paling nggak tahan duduk sama orang yang bau ketek.

Let’s say..Pria ini tidak menarik (untuk saya).
Say..dia bukan tipe pria yang suka hang out, sukanya cuma di rumah, melakukan segala kreativitasnya tetapi di rumah.

Opposite banget sama diri saya yang sukanya menjelajah tempat baru. With or without friends.

Sekarang saatnya saya (yes, sebaiknya start dari diri saya, bukan begitu bukan..?) memandang seorang “mahluk dari planet mars” itu seperti saya melihat ke lidah buaya saat ini.

Awalnya jijik, karena teksturnya yang (excuse me) mirip banget ingus. Tapi setelah saya tahu manfaatnya yang ciamik itu, akhirnya saya mau jugakan memakainya di rambut – bahkan di muka! *eew-yay!*

So, when there’s a OMG!-no-way guy mulai mengajak berteman dekat, bukan waktunya lagi melihat dia sebagai sosok OMG!-no-way guy I suppose.. : )

Let’s spread the love, people!


xx
LpW

Dudes, open your eyes!

Sometimes, what women want is your presence. Neither diamonds nor money..

Kalau ada beberapa pria yang menganggap wanita butuh dirinya semata-mata untuk materi. Saya harus bilang itu salah besar.

Kadang, ada disaat dibutuhkan, just-your-presence, nilainya jauh lebih berharga daripada uang maupun berlian.

Dan pergi sama wanita itu nggak harus ke tempat yang fancy, classy dan expensy-(ve)..

If you like to cook, cook for her. That worth more than those classy restos or bistros.

Beberapa pria masih saja beranggapan bahwa semua wanita itu sama. Dudes, open your eyes!


Don't forget to appreciate others.
Say "thank you" or "sorry" *this you have to mean it* when needed.. ☺


Bisous,
LpW

The fact has torn my heart

Entah bagaimana caranya saya "berjodoh" dengan "pengetahuan" seperti itu.

Tetapi yang jelas saya bersyukur bisa tahu dan berbagi cerita disini.

Telinga ini terbelalak mengetahui tentang kenyataan pahit yang harus dialami banyaknya gadis yang masih dibawah umur. Dan sadly, orang tua mereka sangat mendukung.

Mengantarkan mereka ke tangan para mucikari. Umur gadis-gadis itu berkisar antara 13-15 tahun.

Yang pada usia itu pengetahuan saya tentang dunia seperti itu masih 0 (nol) besar. Jaman-jamannya nge-mall dan having fun sama teman-teman sekolah.

I consider myself lucky. Hal kecil yang sebelumnya nggak pernah terpikir untuk dapat disyukuri.

Rata-rata mereka berasal dari daerah yang sama dari daerah di Jawa Barat. Yang apparently, kebanyakan anak gadis dari daerah itu memang sudah "bekerja" ke Jakarta dari usia yang not even legal yet. The fact has torn my heart.

Kebanyakan orang tua mereka mendapatkan "uang antar" dari setiap anak gadis yang diantar bekerja disana. Sekitar 8 - 10 juta rupiah. Lalu? Anak gadis merekalah yang nantinya akan "bekerja" demi melunasi uang yang telah diterima orang tuanya.

Mungkinkah para orang tua itu sudah tidak mengenal kata 'tega'?
Bisa-bisanya "menggadaikan" anak gadis mereka demi hasrat mereka untuk membeli motor, dll, tanpa beban.

Salah seorang teman yang sering diajak "curhat" oleh mereka bercerita ke saya.
Setelah "melayani" customernya, mereka sering bercerita sambil menangis. Menangisi nasib mereka, ada disana, "bekerja" untuk melunasi "uang antar" tadi.

Keingian untuk kabur sering sekali mendadak hilang, ketika mereka ingat, orang tuanya lah yang membawa mereka kesana, dan kemungkinan mereka dapat pulang ke rumah juga sangat kecil.

"Mungkin nggak ya ada cowok yang bener-bener terima saya apa adanya?" tanya salah satu gadis itu sambil bercucuran air mata.

To be honest, I don't know what to do for them right now. Pengen banget menolong, tapi belum mampu. Sekarang yang bisa dilakuin cuma menulis tentang hal ini. Dan berdoa supaya kehidupan mereka lebih baik.
Dan juga berdoa supaya para pria di luar sana, terutama yang senang "jajan" bisa sadar.

One day, I believe I can and will help..


Have a perfect day!
Please do help other people wherever and whenever you can..

Bisous,
LpW

Are you the right person?

It's a bloody Valentine's Day!

The very first time I'm writing this blog again since I landed in this very city.

Good to be home of course. Although I can't deny that I'll miss living abroad again for so many times.

I read an article on a magazine about 'meeting a right person but not in a right time'. It does suck.

But then again, I'll never be a thankful human being if 'complaining' is the only thing I am good at.

What I could and would do for now is just live life as it is. And embracing love as people said "good things come to those who wait".
I'll wait..for things, for someone to come to me in the right time. A right person in the right time. That's rhyme! beautifully.


Have a perfect (valentine's)day!
May you'll be with the love of your life soon and always.♡

Bisous,
LpW

Experiencing IMAX!

Sunday, July 4th 2010 at 10:00AM : Shrek The Final Chapter.

I was hesitating at first. Should I or should I not watch Shrek 4 in IMAX, since I am having a love-hate relationship with 3D cinemas.

Most of the times I experienced dizziness after the movie session. I remember last time I watched Avatar, which you might all know, the movie was quite long, I had a terrible headache after the movie. It was not caused by the story line, graphics etc. It because I chose to watch it in a 3D cinema not the standard one.

I am actually curious about IMAX, as I have been listening to people's comments about the upsides and downsides of it.

My decision to give it a go was perfectly right! I love the 3D there! HUGE screen, better quality 3D!
It is way better than the local cinemas where I normally go.
Although they have these new cinemas with 3D, but still, it is not the same. Even the atmosphere is different.

Thanks SS! it was such a lovely company for the earliest movie session I have ever had. ☺☺

Looking forward to watching the next movie(s) in IMAX!



Bisous.
LpW

Is that what a girl really wants?

Mellow Hellow!
3:21AM AEST.
But all I could think of is writing.

My best friend shared me her story about a guy who is currently dating another girl. To cut it short, my best friend is so into him. She told him how she feels about him. And the idea of telling him did not turn out to be a great one.

What else could make a good night turns out into a bad night. Except, realising that the person you love does not love you back, or, the person you love has changed into someone you do not want him to be, in this case.

It hurts of course.

I told her to sleep on it, do not think about anything for tonight. Full stop. But bestie, by the time you read this post, you should be smiling widely, knowing the reason behind my command.

The more I heard about someone else's stories, problems, etc. The more I am aware of how stubborn I am, how selfish I am.

Up until this moment of time, I am still expecting someone to be the same person as he was 6 years ago, which is impossible.
I always think, although we cant be together anymore, but, at least what I feel for him has not changed at all, therefore I am hoping him to be at the same stage as I am. But HELLOOOO!! Everybody is changing. And without him telling me, I could smell he is into someone else at the moment. That might be the reason why he has changed orrr, maybe because I told him that I am seeing someone at the moment.

D'OH.

See, how selfishly idiot I am. Deep down in my heart, I am still hoping, thing will go back to where it was 6 years ago.
But, having listened to my bestie's story, made me realised that, I really should stop expecting the impossible thing to happen. Coz, If I dont, I would not be any smarter than a donkey could be. - -"

Just concentrate with my current life. Wish him a happy life. Those are actually better to do.

You, if you read this, I just want you to know that, yes, I am jealous knowing that you are currently with / close with someone else. However, my jealousy would not go any longer than the time you spent to read my post (hopefully) :p

I am wishing you the best. For everything.

As for the girl, whoever she is. Please note, this guy is one of a kind. Do not take him for granted. Really should tell you that you are a lucky one. Must be a special girl chosen by a special guy.

Lastly. I miss talking to you.
I remember I told you about this although you were too hesitate to say anything. You said you were afraid. That is perfectly understandable to me. Actually, I was lying to you that day. I miss everything about you.

Something that is unspoken and will remain unspoken for a while.
Till I see you again.


Bisous.
LpW